Embracing the Catastrophe: Gay Body Seeks Acceptance
subjectivity, gay culture, bathhouse, performativity, narrative, aestheticized body, Butler, mindfulness, Boystown
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This article examines the constitution of gay male identity through embodied performances in Steamworks, a gay male bathhouse in Chicago. Motivated by Kabat-Zinn's (1990) Buddhist conceptualizations of catastrophe and mindfulness, I reflectively track the ways in which desirability influences disconnection and identity negotiation as it occurs within a pervasive, generalized, and highly influential conceptualization of the idealized gay male body. Personal narratives scan experiences at Steamworks in which my body—less than the “ideal”—matters to me and to others culturally. I use Butler's (1990) notion of performativity to propose stylized and normative ways in which subjectivity comes to be through uses of the body.
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Citation / Publisher Attribution
Qualitative Inquiry, v. 13, issue 2, p. 259-281
Scholar Commons Citation
Berry, Keith, "Embracing the Catastrophe: Gay Body Seeks Acceptance" (2007). Communication Faculty Publications. 412.